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Saturday, January 15, 2011, 2:33 AM
Expressing my love towards you.
How i wished i could turn back those times we had together . Those funny moments , Those sad moments , Those lauging moments, Those happy moments, How i wished you are here with me right now. I want to hug you so damn tightly. I can only think booboo as you. As time goes by we have our ups and downs. Im sorry if mami said to you some hurting words but dont mind her. I know one day she will accept you . I just wished that im 24 to 25 years old right now. So that i can get married to him xD .. He is the only one that i have. I know that he is the right one for me. He gave me everything . And i gave him everything that he wants .. If we are in the 5th month together , I hope we both are meant to be together. I dont need anything from you , I just need you only you to be by my side forever. Im sorry for the times that i had made you stress and unhappy. Im sorry if i hurt you alot of times. I didnt even realise what i was doing back then. You still gave me chances , right now im changing and trying to change into a new person. I hope you know that i love you as much as you do. Whenever i see you smile , my heart melts. Whenever i hug you i feel like not letting you go. Looking into your eyes , makes me see that im ur one and only dearest. Your eyes its the one who gave me strength to carry on and your words too. Sometimes i pretend to be happy but inside im not. I think that you dont realise it as i wasnt showing it to you. But im really trying my best to change just for you. You mean so much to me. Our promises is still there havent even break=). I may loved by alot of people , but only one person can love me as in sincerly love me and that is YOU! I may have many friends , but you are always in my heart. My heart always wants to be with you. It keeps on telling me that it misses you. I feel like taking my heart out and give it to you . So that you can see and feel that it only beats just for you. My love for you wont be change , it will never stop loving you. I did not regret knowing a guy like you. You have changed my world into a better world. You show me which way to go to. I would like to thank you for everything that you had done towards me. Im crazy for you, my heart and mind are tingtong for you already. Always keep on thinking about you. Sometimes i try to forget about you by doing school works . But in end up thinking about you and the moments that we had together. Now i know what u have been going through, i understand you . But papa remember this kae ? put me last ; .. Family first before me . I can be important to you or whatever. But you should know who and who is in your life and what position they are in. As for me , I would put you first.. You should know the reason.. Even though we cant meet that often its okay. As long as i have you in my life im already happy taw papa. Talking to you otp , chatting with you through MSN. Its already enough for me. But i just have to endure it for one year . Just for this year. I just need to finish PSLE and pass it just like you always told me. If i pass im sure my family would be proud of me even though they know i do stupid things. Sometimes i told myself why did i even born into this CRUEL WORLD? sometimes im also thankful to be in this world. Thankful to be with you , to know you and to be with you. If i didnt even know you or to be with you now i think my life had ended . I love you just the way u are , u dont need to be handsome , hotstuff or cute. I just need you to be you and only you. Memories with you will always be kept inside my heart. I still can remember how we met and til now. Your love towards me is the best thing in my whole life. Your the best i ever had. The best guy that i ever loved. I promise to myself that you will be the first and last in my life. Im gonna cherish you AND treasure you . Im going to hold you tight and never let you go. I love you so much that im willingy to give you everything that you ask for.. My love towards you is getting stonger and stonger each and everyday. I wont ever stop loving you , my love for you wont even fade away. Your the one that im looking for that i have been searching for . All of these years , i didnt know i would find you. All thanks to GOD with his help. I have become addicted to you , you will be my drug and my medicine. Medicine that can cure me . I need you right now as im missing you so damn badly even though we just have met? Papa , I dont know why im feeling this way but IM FUCKING MISSING YOU RIGHT NOW. My tears are rolling down on my cheeks. You dont know how i feel right now. I want to meet you but i just cant. My family told me that i need to bonding with them. But i also need to spend time with you. 10 more days til our 4th monthsarry. Time goes very damn fast. Soon it will be forever love status. Im missing you =( , For you ; Dear papa , First of all & not the end. Im writing this to you since im blogging. Do you know that i love you so much ? Not love as in loving you fake ! Loving you is from my heart. Not the heart of the banana taw? Is these heart of mines=).. Your life ; Is my life . Your happy ; Im happy too . Your sadness ; Is my sadness too. If your not here in these world ; I will follow you til the end. If you feel theres something missing in your life , check again maybe its ME =).. If i could be any part of you , i would be your tears ,to be conceive in your heart,born in your eyes , live in your cheeks and to die on your lips. You know that I love you , i miss you and i need you . But isnt it better when you should know that i cant forget you ? Im already addicted to you and your cute voice. What had happend to me already ? Papa , whenever i go out i see you. Everywhere i go i see you. Even i at school i also see you. Sometimes i caught myself smiling for no reasons then i realize i was thinking about you. I feel like you are watching me . Maybe its because i need you. All of these times , i want to tell you how i feel about you and how much i love you. But i just cant . Cause i know i did something wrong towards you back then? But soon i will tell you face to face that how much i love you. I love you from the bottom of my heart. Sometimes i didnt show it you , Cause cause i siow siow abit. xD ! Everynight i would cry for you , i didnt know why. Whenever i think about you and those memories we had my eyes went to tears. I didnt really know why. Sometimes im trying really hard not to cry over you,because every tears that it rolled down my cheeks is just one more reminder that these heart of mines is loving you so deeply & will not let you go til death do us apart and Meeting you and knowing you was fate. Whenever i hold your hands, the spaces between ur fingers was meant for me to fill then in=). You told me before my words cant be trusted , can you trust me now? Everywords i say right now its true , everysentence i wrote right now is true. If you still dont believe how i wish i could give you one thing in life , i would give you the ability to see youself through my eyes, and my heart ; only then you would believe and realize how much i love you & how much your special to me. I myself sometimes wrote our names in a heart , but i guess i was wrong ; writing our names in a heart can be broken so i change it and wrote in a circle. Cause circles goes on forever . I know you are reading this now , what is your expression dear ? First time reading how much i love you ? First time reading my feelings towards you and how much you mean towards me? Papa , your the only one in my heart. NO one can ever replace your love towards me til the end of my love. Cause i know ur the right one for me. Im so thankful that i had met you . Didnt regret anything at all. Your my one and only. Til here ? Now papa should know how much i really love you. How much i think about you. How much i miss you. and how special u are to me. What about you? I still want to know how much i mean to you? How much you miss me? How much you think about me and how much you love me. ---------------------- Right now i feel so happy cause i express my feelings already towards you. Loving you was the best thing in my whole life. I love you so much dearest papa. Miss you always ! 250910 will not just end it here but it will go on til eternity. Qeqerlstarbright YourCuteSmartAss will always love her Dearest Prince Charming Josh Ajen=) Forever loved til eternity. Labels: My love towards you isnt a lie. |
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