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Tuesday, March 1, 2011, 11:27 PM
whatever happens
We both know that we dont deserve each other ; But all the mistakes that i had done ; i had hurt you so deeply ; yeah its my fault ; all my fault if i didnt runaway ; i would be there with you right now hugging you all the way ; why must things happend to me this way ? You gave me another chance ; by this week if i not there u will be break with me ; and it will be the end of us ; im searching for money ; i want to go back and settle everything with you ; i keep on having dreams about you and me ; yeah i know imma slut ; a bitch who sex with alot of guys . but how i wish you knew what happend to us before ; i gave my everything to you . i myself already didnt eat this much ; im fharking sorry if only i can go back there and beg you for forgiveness ; i still love you i want to kill myself ; just forget me and move on =[ Friday, February 11, 2011, 5:01 AM
yuuuhuuuu
Gort someone name called annonymous fellow ; -.- go and tagg tagg at my cbox . No need for u to put annonymous fellow when i know who u are . This blog is going to be private soon , alot of people complaning to me why i wrote their names as in for my ex-bastards. I wrote ur name here im nort fucking happy with u all . Theres alot of girls adding me at fb , I dont know who u are . But ur last name has starbright . Second person putri bintang . I also dont know you , jgn nak people kalao u tk knl . Theres one times when my so called name was bbyjepon ; a girl add me witht the same name as mines. Walaowe name pun nak fightfight ; she say she nort happy . Cause im using her name -.- Eh common sense , alot of girls using bbyjepon sial . -.- " Thursday, February 10, 2011, 12:54 AM
He lied ? =[
Did he lied ? He told me that account was used long ago i can see that . But it was logged on more than a month ago ? I was with him for 4months siaaa. Sometimes i feel sedih when he doesnt tell me anything . or telling me the truth . I always believe you . I always trust you . Every word u say , i trust you . But how come active ? is in more than a month ago ? Month has 29/30/31 days . That means u logg in last two months ? Dont tell me u will say people hacked ur account ? I still remember what u told me ? I dont remember my password in that imesh account . It was long time ago still have argh ? Explain everything to me clearly , with the truth . We had a fight not long ago , you ask me not to lie . I told u everything and on that night i cried . Cause i was stresss up with papaboo words . When u told me that sometimes i wonder our relationship is worth it or not ? U ask me to answer ur question . I said maybe ? but deep inside of my heart is yesh taw . Kalao i ask u balek , does our relationship worth it ke tk ? Tell me now ? Haish , sometimes i dont know what u thinking . Papa , did i make ur life stress ? Did i make you really stress ? Did i make u stress til u want to give up on me? Til u want to give up on our relationship ? Papa , did i ever control ur life ? Did i ? Can you answer this questions ? I know u love me , I know you care . But sometime i need papa to express ur love towards me. I need papa to express ur feelings towards me . **sad face all the way ** Labels: papaboo =( , 12:44 AM
Halfcrazy
Mushiee mushieee , thanks for visiting =]. Sorry for not updating due to busy with homework and school projects. One more day to go til my guy punyaa birthday . He becoming pakcik liao . Will be celebrating his birthday =] But i dont know how to bake a cake seyh ? Somemore i darrhh tkde duit nak bili cake untuk dierh ? grrhh !! I spend $81 on his presents . I guess it will be okay without a cake ? Im half crazy , half of me ; ask me to go back . Half of me ask me to stay . I ask my friends ; they ask me to stay . Some say go , if ur guy love u he will wait . He can wait , but i cant see what he is doing . Im fighting for our relationship , . I stay i suffer , i suffer but ur here with me. But i dont want u to suffer with me , cause u gort ur own future . While my own future it seem to dark . I feel so sorry for my guy . Haish , im just worry that u will find someone else to love. My friends told me to tahan . Be strong , and dont give up . My classmate saw me struggling just now . He told me " kakak be strong , dont give up kaey ?" I wanted to cry seyh ; then another classmate came to me. "I heard kakak lari umah , kakak jgn mcm gitu kaey ? ; kakak jgn give up , kalao kakak give up all ur effort wasted taw" , she smiled at me then hug me ; my tears roll down seyh I guess i should finish this . I start where i came from so i must finish it right ? Whatever my mum told me it was for my own good. My guy sometimes his blood boiled up because of me. Cause im always stubborn never listen to what people had to say . When my mum talked , i will put earpiece right away . My guy told me to respect my mum , but i didnt . I havent say sorry to my mum yet . My guy told me to love my mum as much as i love my guy. But right now , i nak tukar my attitude . My guy turning 20years old , and i myself will turn to 16 years old. So must think the right path and not the wrong path . Think positive all the way . ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Saturday , papaboo<3 birthday . Turning 20years old . Actually he does not need cake anymore . He is not a child like me. For me i still need cake seyh hehehe =]]. . Papaboo<3 , just wait for ur surprise surprise kaey ? But i hope u will like it liao . Hahaha !! wo ai ni papaboo<3 Labels: lurb you Monday, February 7, 2011, 5:38 AM
Updated !
Mushiee mushiee !Went to school just now . Everything went smoothly. Hubby pushing me to study ; Only have 8 months to go til i finish . I will listen to my guy sayings whatever he tells me to do. Forcus on my studies . But im scared , scared to lose him. Cause later cant spend time with him. I hope my hubby can understand taw =[ Im trying my best for us . Seriously ; i may be stupid but my love ferh you isnt FAKE ! me and hubby going to be 5months . His bday this saturday .Everything settle . Yet im saving money for something . I really love my papaboo so muchymuch taw . Whatever had just happend , i nak mintak maaff kalao mamaboo tk fikir . Kalao ma tk pakai otak ,. Papa , love you . Hope everything for this week will go smoothly . Friday, February 4, 2011, 7:34 AM
Today went to ecp to celebrate ayu burfday . It was fun yet sedih cause hubby tkde. Will update about this again. Tuesday, February 1, 2011, 7:23 AM
from her BF 2
Once again thank you for visiting this blog. A lot of things happened since the last update. It will be unnecessary to elaborate it here. Let it be a private matter. Had a meet up with love just now. It was great because it was not raining when we meet. Just in time for us to spend time together. But still i prefer raining as its cold and not humid at all. Nevertheless, it will rain soon. Please rain come again. Whatever happen, let it happen. Lesson has been learnt. Mistake already been done. But the feeling is still there. As long as you don't stress up my life, my life is here for you, to guide you whenever you in need. I love you Mama. (: Mwahugs! (: Don't worry, you're not leaving okay? Please continue study or else i smack you! |
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